As i read thru my archives, i realised how disgusting i sound growing up. But i suppose it is all a part of my learning journey, part of growing up.
Sometimes during those times, u are consumed by unexplainable actions and emotions that will set u haywire and crazy. But then again, i appreciate those times because if ive never got to experienced that, i wont learnt.

As i grow older, marriage is no more a priority. The more i stay in my current work environment, the more i learnt, the more i discover, the more i endure.
For the 9 Wanita Solehah to attain that level of respect and to able to endure such hardship and daif environment, one gotta pay respect to these woman.
What struck me was the death of one of the Solehah woman who seems to know that the Angel of Death is coming to get her to see her beloved.

This reinstates the belief and faith. And that i am not worthy. and that i have a long way to please the beloved. Insyallah, i'll try to get there.

For right now, in this journey, no matter how overwhelming it may be, i'll see it as a challenge. (excluding getting matchmade)

Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach  - "Even a stopped clock is right twice a day."