It's record breaking.I've been aslp ever since I gt hm ydae
afternoon.the pain in my head is killing me.I've no idea why.in pretty
excited abt my raya dress .jz waiting patiently for it to arrive.

It's the fifth day of Ramadhan.I've haven been utilizing the most out
of this holy mth, astarghfurllahulazim.

Every time we pray, I am painfully being reminded of u. -_-"

It's only the third wk of sch n I'm feeling lethargic already. Here in
sg, I'm juggling with multiple roles and responsibilities. Over in
Boston, pple dun Noe who u are, wnt be able to judge u for ur
designation or title u carry bt for who u are as a person. Here in sg,
uve to be conscious of ur every action, be aware of what u say or do,
think ahead abt the consequences bcz of the roles u're carrying.

Like it or not, pple are constantly watching u and I'm feeling the
intense pressure to perform.

I wnted to do stats bt my head is hurting again.

In this mth of Ramadhan I'm bogged dwn by this strange feeling. I am
unsure of hw to describe it.

For a dear fren, it's scary hw He can jz pull away his Hidayah frm u.
It's lame and sickening to see hwnure cnstntly making full of
urself.it's sad to see the state ur in nw. Nevertherless ure still a
fren and I pray tt His hidayah will shine on u once again,Insyallah
Amin.

Let me get to my fajr prayer den.

Ramadhan murbarak