goodbyes nvr in my list of words. ive nvr known the true meaning of gdbyes. or maybe i do.
or perhaps i abhore the anxieties that comes with goodbyes that i'll avoid it anyway i can.
or maybe that explains why im not in any relationship because im afraid to invest and come to say goodbye when things are not working out.


in one of tyra banks talk show, she talked abt women who let go and did not take control of herself. im becoming one of tt women. i feel damn ugly.


97 more days to boston.which means i need to get started on portfolio soon and worry abt other things later.


as i grow older, i come to imagine what will my responsibilities that i will take up in future. will i be able to cope with it. What its like to be married, care for a husband, have a career and yet have a fufiling marriage. ive come to learn and realise that having a husband is not abt meeting all ur needs but to function together to lead one life.

or maybe perhaps, i dont deserve all that.



i apologize for all the hearts ive broken. a broken heart is never a good excuse to break another.or many others.







wgm is jz an excuse to slp late.