yesterdae was hell. i was wishing yesterdae to pass by very quickly. i had the implementation, i had the usrah. and everything was just very hectic. and i was dreading the day terribly. i had tt lil misunderstanding with bebek. n i hate it when i noe there's tension bt i couldnt do anything abt it. thnk god, there's the HOD.


its like ive signed a 1 yr relationship with bebek.there's the ups and downs.the fights, the frustrations, the laughters, the joy but u noe, at the end of the day, im thankful tt he's ard coz i learnt alot from him and that he's ard to provide me moral support.somebody for me to fall back on when i trip and fall. its been close to 3 mths, 6 more mths to go.

its a very heavy responsibility. i noe i have to shoulder some of it when the two of them leaves.
its nt as if i do not know what they're up to, ive informations too. im not dumb. bt still the news is a shock.


i dun noe weder to look foward to nxt sat, but im lookin foward to the day where the convent girls meet up. =)