a big cup of mocha, 2 cups of coffee.perfect combi for a sleepless nite. its a torture lying down in ur bed,nt moving and unable to slp and just waitng n waitng n waiting.its even more torturing to lay down motionless bcoz u jz had a big dispute. -_-.

preparing myself mentally for 10 hrs of hell in few hrs time. this is jz so upsetting.life is unfair.


to think abt it, uve no fckng rite to tell me wad to do or wad nt to do.if anything,im the one who should be blasting at u.no matter hw they say,time will heal all wound, uve cut me so deep that im convinced it wont ever heal.i no longer trust u with _________ bcz uve proven me right every single time. apologies are just word with no sincere meanings to it. its to easily said.

angels and airwaves.

what hve i done that i cn be proud of?Will i ever be good enuff for anything?





the caffeine in me is wrking. n serve me right for drinking.








ah.wan's going tml. Gd lck for ns bro.