its raining heavily.the sky looks miserable.i feel miserable too.i feel as if things are so surreal. this is even bigger than the hindustani drama.im fcking upset n pissed tt a friend is hurt and that is blardie irresponsible.actions speaks louder than word and wadever uve done reflctd wad uve wanted to sae and nw wad ure saying is contradicting ur actions.body language dont lie.

and for u.u're dmn contrl freak.ive not known u long enuff bt i know this much tt ur every little actions builds up to tell a story,the bigger picha.


i'll help as long as im capable of doing so, however hw am i suppose to be pretending to be real, when so much of emotions are involved. im aware of what's happening. its juz a blardie cycle.n i suppose sooner or later the answrs will come.


im aware of wad may be potentially hidden.wad possible scenarios or explanations.wad possible outcomes bt its nt my job to steer the others and implicate them with my beliefs.im aware of hw messy this cn become.the risk involved.








and the dark skies continues weeping.