bcoz i have this tendency to leave out details to the big picture bcz i dont like doing details.cz im nt gd at tt.





bt hwever im nt dumb nt to realise the games uve been playing.bt then again, since u're giving, why nt gracefully accept?i noe there's a consequence to this all, bt i would like to think that i deserve all this after wad ive been thru. chances need to be earned.uve dstroyed all those opportunities.i am very fickle minded.it runs in the genes.we all noe hw fickle minded i cn be.so the decision can fluctuates frm a No to a maybe to a yes and to a no again. but whatever it is, at the end of the dae, i have made my decision, i have it in my mind and i'll stick to it.no matter wad.





bcz i dont like the way,informations abt me travels and it comes frm a single source.bcz as it is, i dun like attention.i dun like hw u seek attention frm my immediate circle of frens by feeding info abt me.wth?when u break a mirror,wen it breaks into million zillion pieces,it ain;t easy puting it back together again. and wen u do, glue everyting back together again, things wont be the fcking same anymore. the reflection u see will be fcking different.


and ive to fcking realise tt wen this mirror dont work anymore, u got to get another mirror, which aint easy although at the end of the dae, the reflection is the same. i dun understand tt.bt nvm.


i miss my fcking bstfrn.i miss nurhidayani.blardie arse.i love her loads.pardon the french.juz my way of saying i love her.



In life, im v.thankful for the immediate circle of frens i have. i would like to say my thanks,esp to