im sitting here in front of the lappie at 2.30 in the morning, stonning, when there's ALOT of work to be done.

random thoughts: i dont understand why some pple are so hard up for love, pining every single day and whining and whining that they do not have a special loved ones. -_-" i am sick and tired of telling and assuring time and again that its only a matter of time before u meet that special someone. There's no use of repetitively asking urself why. its like u're desperate for love. Its not as if i wasnt der to give u support. its nt as if i din try. i give up. i hate giving up on pple. but for u? dah tk kuaser,suker hati kau lah nak.

workloads are piling up as usual. IEP is taking most of the grp's time.but mine? oh well.its not as taxing,YET. The time will come soon. Besides IEP, there's also other modules which are giving a major major headache. sigh. IF, i have a bf.mY bf will prolly be jealous of ucu becoz i spent almost 24 hrs with her everydae.except for wknds.but then again, if it was the ex bf, oh well. tt was in the past.

i am stress.tt's why im forgetful,experiencing major headache,... ok i forgot. but these are symptoms of stress.i have no effing time for myself. but then again, we shall not forget to have fun. heekz. so i think we've been "travelling" all over the world, watch the crappiest movie OH EM GEE, ate free popcorns, spend alot on cab fares and alot of other things. and nt forgeting eating. wen with Ama,u've to eat coz she's always hungry and thus resulting in the increase of body mass. which sux. it really brings down the morale and confidence.


once upon a time cupz said,

"tt's ur mistake. u kept urself bz bt inside u're still nt u! no matter wat if u dont let it go u will nvr be fine."


*shrugz*



my train of thoughts are flying everywer so its nt in its logical sequencing, the day tt we all been waiting for 've finally passed. one more down and alot more to go. The wedding went as planned. however, there were cock-ups here and there. i was running ard like a mad woman trying to get everything done. it was damn tiring for all of us. i told my aunt,uncles and cuzzin that wen i get married i wont want nenek to cook and the rest of the family to be in the kitchen. i want all of them to lepak and only be involved in the front scene. coz i want all of them to be der and nt bz preparing and sweating it out in the kitchen. at one pt of time,I WAS WASHING THE PLATES IN MY BAJU KURUNG. lol.aniwaez, it was KECOHRABLE wen the guy side came. 4 kumpulan motors came and OMG,noise pollution.and nobody could missed their arrival on that dae.it was out of the worlds. i donoe how many bikes there was plus i donoe how many cars and one bus full of pple came over. and hekz, the groom had to pass thru 3 obstacles. lol.

congratz =)